it is finally past.......the nightmare year of 2006.....count from tis year....bitter memories more than sweet memories....i hope the brand new year will bring me good luck charm... i oso cant believe so long time no update and the 1st update will be the last day of 2006...sitting inside the room...thinking back wat i had done in tis year...i missed so many things....and oso i noe i grew up alot too... i duwan to think the bitter.....so i never put any sad things inside my blog...the purpose is i duwan to put a sad emotion to anyone else including myself...i m not coward....i m jus wan to live better...for me and others as well... can i say i m too emotionally?....if yes....wat should i do in tis starting year?...i m nw starting to have more confidence to myself...believe in wat i m believing.... 1 thing tht i havent solve until nw is.....hw to noe gal's mind?....i m do as best as i can as a boi.....bt seems lke no one is appreciating me...mayb my attitude smth wrong?...bt..i oso dunno.....i always help those frens who nid help.....either bois or gals...bt seems nth return...however, i m nt looking for return oso...bt at least show some gratidude.....sometimes my fren act lke i must help him...sounds lke i owed him...i hav nth to say abt it...and wat i said when i help them i wan them to belanja me is fake....i m nt want tis.....i jus joking around.... last word for tis time update..i hope someone is appreciating me soon...and i will try my best to adjust my attitude.....to suit anyone else....perhaps?...no perhaps...i must be confident......tis cuming new year 2007...a whole new target and life....i m gonna to show everibody wat i have..... (PM to myself: set up ur mind....) | 
